Wow! Malas!

Luck is really taking its toll on me right now. Too many evil things are happening such that its getting all on my nerves. However, I need to learn how to control my depression and sadness. I need to be calm as I approach the upcoming storms in its full strength.

Easier said than done but I need to control myself. I should. I don't want to lose my wits over the pouring rain. Hay. I only wish that I'm at the end of the line of these unfortunate events. It's really taking a toll on me, honestly. I hope and pray to God that he would show us the light of hope beyond the sea of tragedy.

Crap, ang emo ko pero kailangan ko siyang ilabas. Mahirap ang buhay ngayon lalo pang lumalala eh.

God, ikaw na muna bahala. Gusto ko muna magpahinga...

Thursday Malas

Well, today is not starting good as I expected:

• Nagising akong late so I wasn't able to keep one of my schedule.
• Naubusan ng battery yung alarm key ng Vios. Amp, umuwi pa talaga ko ng bahay para lang makuha yung spare. Buti umabot ako sa grace period ng Number Coding. (late ko na rin napansin na iniwan ko pala yung wallet ko sa bahay which includes my license)
• Missed another meeting due to in-flux of issues in work. And they disappeared into thin air after 30 mins. (gademit!)
• Expenses this week due to thesis has increased by 3X more than expected. Budget is now getting low and I need to tighten my belt.
• Last minute changes are killing me :(

I dunno how to repel such things from happening but I should be more careful next time. Para atang may kumulam sa akin. Hay, may on-going turmoil pa which is also giving me a hard-time.

Sometimes gusto kong gamitin yung quote ni UltraRunner "Ultra-running doesn't need thinking". Kung pwede lang ganun para sumimple ang buhay :(

God, please help (kailangan ko ba kayong suhulan?)